thecompassrose

Brief Definitions:

Aesthetics- The concept of Beauty

Infatuation by my definition is a release of chemicals in your head causing a sensation which is easily and quickly abused by either the causer or affected to think or believe something that may or may not be

Practical Judgement-a definition for “common sense”

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I could never be with someone I can’t stand
Common sense and love never occur at the same time
I ask, “Is the Juice worth the squeeze?”
tell myself, “I’d rather die on my feet than live on my knees”
Infatuations occur
It’s temporary
There are THOSE people
who have a way of getting to you.
who can melt u at your core, make your knees weak
But if you try hard enough
In the middle of it
You can wake up and Think
Stop rationalizing, and see
I’ve thought, “Maybe this isn’t what’s best for me”
I’ve been with a model, I’ve with the occasional pretty fatty
Here, free..I talk in my head
“maybe this is what I need. you can’t really be free to love someone till you’ve tried it all, what you’ve always wanted. You’ll hear a voice whispering, ’you could have done better.’ –Looks are hollow, a lot of times, fake. too many people are like hollywood… to many piece of shit special FX. the Hot girls are papermache’, empty.. all focused on fixing the exterior Bcuz there’s absolutely nothing worth a damn on the inside.”
A person’s attitude can change everything
The power of the mind:
It can either be liberating
or imprisoning (with walls of fear)
Your attitude changes everything
in simple, this is your minds capable output:
+ or -
You can Change the course of a night with one simple thought(+)
and great imagination

or you can spiral down with one though, or one memory (-)
Patterns play over….
++++++>+++++++++
positive thoughts lead to more
——–>——————-
And like do negative ones

…I digress

a girls attitude…can make or kill:
The Mood

I’m still figuring things out on my own, but this is what I know and I’m better off because I have a solid clue what I’m looking for (in a person)… genuine characteristics
Like I pick my friends..tho some of the best have picked me…i look for honorable and commendable traits, there’s always fun to be had but if you have these concepts, like honor, honesty, friendship, trust…most things u can find in a gold heart, u can live life drama free… or you can at least choose your drama and I like that a lot better than it finding me, unexpectedly

“I dont want to be the one the battles always choose..” -Linkin Park

and I realize that

“Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once.” -Brad Paisley

I know what I want, I couldn’t tell you what that is
But I know it when I see it
sometimes it changes

To quote family:

“What if someone’s ’in love’ with something BEYOND another person?”

I like that
And right now I am “In love with something BEYOND another person”

With:
Passion
Adversity
Challenge
Fear
Creativity
Writing
(Greek) Philosophy
History
(Some) Poetry
and Art (mostly)
Friends/Family(Good friends ARE family)

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