thecompassrose

She would have to be someone who is affectionate; physically, verbally and through gestures. There would need to be a strong emotional bond and understanding of one another so that if one of us lashed out at each other we’d truly know why. Also we’d be better able to understand each other’s moral’s ethics and values. She would have to be someone traditional. A
Latina, preferably a girl with dark features, race to me is not an issue. She would have to physically value herself with good understanding of nutrition and health. A sense of adventure and a wild side would be vital, as I love adventures, art seeking in museums, galleries or in nature. This sense of adventure would give us opportunities to grow and to experience the world and life also giving me a chance to flex my masculinity if such an opportunity presented itself. She would have to have her own sense of style, even if it clashed with my own, something unique but was hers. Her attitude would have to be naturally up beat and “happy go lucky” with a positive outlook on life. She would need to have a characteristic about her that I admire, like an ability to focus upon a passion without distraction, or a natural charm or an amazing energy and ability to be around children. She would have to have something classic about her and a deep character. She would have to be a very selective girl so I knew she was with me for her own personally emotional motives and for no other reason such as comfort, or being the best she’s had up till now.

Is it so easy to find someone with similar energy, or is it truly like a rare jewel, like a treasure, like something Indiana Jones must jump through hoops for, learning lessons along the way in order to get the treasure? …perhaps the treasure is along the way. I need a defined mission in life. And I insecurely ask your thoughts- should it be writing?  Regardless it’s the direction of my heart; it’s the reason for my adventures. To be inspired, inspired to write and write some more, more passionately and fiercely. I love it with a fire. If I could publish my books…either way I’ll be leaving something behind when I die, a flash of light like a comet…like a shooting star. Life is so short, find what you value in it every day or else why live at all? I love earth and all its experiences had and to be had. Maybe I’ll star in movies; maybe I’ll be photographed for Calvin Klein. I’ll never stop trying.  

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